urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx Kay Kay 2009-07-07T19:01:17Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:70352 2009-07-07T19:01:17Z 2009-07-07T19:01:17Z Watching Michael Jacksons tribute. I want to see what he looks like....morbid and not right....right?<br /><br />oh well. <br /><br />Jermaine sang a really awesome some that Ive heard before but forgot about. <br /><br /><br />Smile though your heart is aching<br />Smile even though its breaking<br />When there are clouds in the sky, youll get by<br />If you smile through your fear and sorrow<br />Smile and maybe tomorrow<br />Youll see the sun come shining through for you<br /><br />Light up your face with gladness<br />Hide every trace of sadness<br />Although a tear may be ever so near<br />Thats the time you must keep on trying<br />Smile, whats the use of crying?<br />Youll find that life is still worthwhile<br />If you just smile<br /><br /><instrumental interlude="interlude"><br /><br />Thats the time you must keep on trying<br />Smile, whats the use of crying?<br />Youll find that life is still worthwhile<br />If you just smile<br /><br /><br /><br />wat an amazing song. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:70028 2009-04-06T18:31:31Z 2009-04-06T18:31:31Z but id really NOT like to die in 2012....<br /><br />Im sick of hearing about it. <br /><br />i didnt want to know when I was going to die. <br /><br />now they have a lottery and if your number gets picked you get to live....<br /><br />they call it a "fair chance" <br /><br />everyones all like oooooo fuck your careers and shit your going to die in 3 years anyway nothing matters....<br /><br /><br /><br />fuck. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:69810 2009-03-02T03:25:58Z 2009-03-15T05:42:53Z well haven't posted since like Christmas. <br /><br />Ive decided against the tattoo for now as seen in my previous post. <br /><br />which brings me to another topic. <br /><br />BABIES...<br /><br />everyone's having them and I want some to...well not at the moment tho. so you can imagine how sad I was when my love told me he never wants to have kids ever....and when told to think about it he crushed my dreams even more by telling me that he absolutely will not change his mind because....<br /><br />having a kid is expensive.<br />bringing up a kid in today's society is "cruel" <br />he just doesn't want that responsibility. <br /><br /><br />I love him and don't plan on leaving him but I do want kids.<br /><br />But he tells me if I really want kids I should probably leave him and go find someone who will have kids with me. :( <br /><br />. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:69609 2009-01-04T01:44:09Z 2009-01-04T01:44:09Z This is the tattoo im getting for my mom....its an angel holding a cat, my mom had 4 furry children whom she loved as if they were human....<br /><br />The only part im still unsure about is a quote....going around the top that says " a mother holds her childrens hands for a little while....their hearts forever" or if i should just get "in loving memory. idk<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://s32.photobucket.com/albums/d47/xXxKayMariexXx/?action=view&amp;current=IMG00015.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i32.photobucket.com/albums/d47/xXxKayMariexXx/IMG00015.jpg" border="0" alt="mom tattoo"></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:69243 2008-12-28T14:24:38Z 2008-12-28T14:24:38Z Christmas was pretty good. got a lot of cool shit. <br />wii fit. the most amazing workout ever. <br />a PINK Adam Mair jersey. <br />a new boondock saints hoodie. <br />sabres tickets for Jan 6th <br /><br />clothes<br />money<br />gift cards<br /><br />went to the cemetery for a bit. was pretty fucking pissed they did not plow the entrance to the cemetery. so, we had to park down the street, walk a half a mile down the road. and trudge through a foot of gross snow to get to my moms grave....which I sunk into due to the ground being super smushy. creeped me out. <br /><br /><br />and now im sitting here terrified the powers going to go out. this is an unaturally high/windy day for the end of december.....yay global warming....NOT. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:68968 2008-12-14T00:46:46Z 2008-12-14T00:46:46Z Ugh. This year will be the first christmas without my mom. Dec 27th will be 3 months since shes been gone. I went to the dollar store today, got some materials. and a mini tree. decorated with blue ornaments....her fave color. Im taking it to the cemetary tomorrow.<br /><br />I regret never being able to take her to see her fave band. (trans Siberian orchestra) its never the same listening to them now. <br /><br />i miss her voice, her smell, the way she looked. it isn't fair. <br /><br />idk what to do. :'( Im scared because I dont want to die young...52 is young. her mother, my grandmother also died in her 50s. in 30 years I will be in my 50s. it seems so short....<br />they were both chain smokers tho. my mother had diabetes, smoked, empazima. stuff like that. .<br /><br />I dont smoke or anything so hopefully its not genetic that I will die young. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:68700 2008-12-14T00:36:59Z 2008-12-14T00:36:59Z JANUARY--<br /><br />1 Who kissed you on New Year's Eve at midnight?<br />Tom. &hearts;<br /><br />2 Did you have a New Year's Resolution this year?<br />eh no. <br /><br />3 Does it snow where you live?<br />very much so. <br /><br />4 Do you like hot chocolate?<br />looooove it. <br /><br />5 Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop?<br />nope i want to sooooo bad. <br /><br /><br />FEBRUARY--<br /><br />1 Who was your Valentine?<br />Tom. :) <br /><br />2 When you were little did you buy Valentine's for the whole class?<br />of course. and we made little mailboxs and shit. twas fun. <br /><br />3 Do you care if the groundhog sees its shadow or not?<br />i could care less. <br /><br />4 What did you receive for Valentine's day?<br />dinner, flowers....sabres game. <br /><br />5 What did you give for Valentine's day?<br />um. a sex game. lol. <br /><br /><br />MARCH--<br /><br />1 Are you Irish?<br />mmhmm <br /><br />2 Do you like corned beef and cabbage?<br />negative<br /><br />3 What did you do for St.<br />Patty's Day?<br />not a thing. <br /><br />4 Are you happy when winter is pretty much over?<br />mmmhmm <br /><br /><br />APRIL--<br /><br />1 Do you like the rain?<br />i love the rain.<br /><br />2 Did you play an April Fool's joke on anyone this year?<br />nope. lol. <br /><br />3 Do you get tons of candy for Easter?<br />sometimes. <br /><br />4. Do you celebrate 4/20?<br />i have in the past. <br /><br />5 Do you love the month of April?<br />things are good. <br /><br /><br />MAY--<br /><br />1 What is your favorite flower?<br />uuummmm......idk. <br /><br />2 Finish the phrase "April showers…"<br />smell like summer is coming. <br /><br />3 Do you celebrate May 16th: National Piercing Day?<br />???? thats a new one. <br /><br />4 Is May anything special to you?<br />nope. <br /><br /><br />JUNE--<br /><br />1 What year did/will you graduate from college?<br />not even in college yet. <br /><br />2 Did you do anything fun during this Month?<br />went mini golfing, went to dinner. got a pretty ring. <br /><br />3 Have a favorite baseball team?<br />ive always liked the cardinals. cuz my dad taught me they were the best team when I was little. lol. <br /><br /><br />JULY--<br /><br />1 What did you do on the 4th of July?<br />party, fireworks. accidentally squirted my propel fitness water at some lady. lol<br /><br />2. No question...<br /><br /><br />3 Did you blast the A/C all day?<br />nope. windows. <br /><br />AUGUST--<br /><br />1 Did you do anything special during summer?<br />lots of special things. <br /><br />2 What was your favorite summer memory of 2008?<br />my birthday, swimming. darien lake. <br /><br />3 Did you have a sunburn?<br />mmhmm <br /><br />4 Did you go to the pool alot?<br />a lot. <br /><br /><br />SEPTEMBER--<br /><br />1 Are you attending college/school?<br />not yet. <br /><br />2 Do you like Fall better than Summer?<br />noo<br /><br />3 What happened this month?<br />my mom died. :'( I was with Tom for a year. <br /><br />OCTOBER--<br /><br />1 What was your last Halloween costume?<br />a honey bee. 2 years in a row. hahaha. <br /><br />2 What is your favorite candy?<br />skittles. <br /><br />3 What was your favorite thing(s) about this month?<br />halloween. HOCKEY!<br /><br />NOVEMBER--<br /><br />1 Whose house do you go to for Thanksgiving?<br />the past 2 Toms. <br /><br />2 What are you thankful for?<br />family boy pets friends. <br /><br />3 Do you love stuffing?<br />I FUCKING HATE STUFFING!!!<br /><br />4 Anything special in this month?<br />nope<br /><br />DECEMBER--<br /><br />1 Do you celebrate Christmas?<br />i surely do<br /><br />2 Have you ever been kissed under the mistle toe?<br />:) <br /><br />3 Get anything special last year?<br />lots of stuff. <br /><br />4 What do you want this year?<br />idk stuff. <br /><br />5 What do you love most about December?<br />Christmas and new years. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:68367 2008-10-15T13:54:03Z 2008-10-18T02:58:12Z Together Once More<br /><br />Now I have reached the end of my life,<br /><br />Time here has ended for me,<br /><br />Shed no tears in a dimly lit room,<br /><br />Don’t cry for my soul is now free.<br /><br />This is the journey that everyone takes,<br /><br />And all of us will go there alone.<br /><br />It’s all just part of God’s plan for us,<br /><br />One step on the road to home.<br /><br />There are so many things we leave behind,<br /><br />Look around you at the things we shared.<br /><br />But the love we had will continue on,<br /><br />Even though I'm no longer there.<br /><br />Memories we’ve stored will forever last.<br /><br />They will always be there to show.<br /><br />What wonderful times we had in this life,<br /><br />In a garden that ceased to grow.<br /><br />I know this is hard and your pain is great.<br /><br />But I'm at peace now and I wanted you to know.<br /><br />There's no sadness, no pain, no worries at all.<br /><br />I love you but it was my time to go.<br /><br />So now it is time for you to bow down,<br /><br />And look toward this golden shore.<br /><br />For the time's coming soon when you will come too,<br /><br />And we will be together once more. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:68231 2008-10-15T13:42:08Z 2008-10-15T13:42:08Z Last night was the 3rd dream Ive had of my mother since her death. <br /><br />im not sure where we were because it wasn't the funeral home, but she was in her casket and again she sat up. She kept trying to scream and claw at her eyes. but they were sewn shut. I kept screaming "help her" and people were just like "no, its just her muscles shes dead".<br /><br /><br /><br />WHAT THE FUCK! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:67953 2008-10-10T13:11:22Z 2008-10-10T13:11:22Z I cant deal with all these dreams Im having of my mother. I keep dreaming she is still here. and last night. in my dream i saw her. and shes like "well, heaven let me come visit". <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ugh. :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:67745 2008-10-06T00:22:16Z 2008-10-06T00:22:16Z Well, friday we buried my mother, that was really fucking tough. I can't stop thinking fucked up thoughts, like that's going to be me someday. <br /><br /><br />Thursday at the wake seemed so surreal. My mother is the only dead person up til now ive ever touched. Her body that was a week ago so full of life was now cold and hard. I couldn't stop thinking how unfair it is. and how im going to keep aging, but she will forever remain 52.<br /><br />Today, we went to becker farms, it was the first real interaction ive had with people other than my bf and family since her death. <br /><br />We picked apples. That was fun. <br /><br />We got apple wine. Im really excited to try that later tonight.<br /><br />Afterwards, I went to the cemetary, I brought my mom flowers and I even brought her and apple and told her about going to becker farms. Then I started crying again. So we left after that. <br /><br />Well now were going to eat food and drink our apple wine. <br /><br /><br />I love you mama. :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:67571 2008-09-29T22:24:37Z 2008-09-29T22:24:37Z for those who wish to attend. services for my mom are going to be held Thursday October 2nd. <br /><br />Wattengels Funeral Home.<br />307 Oliver Street<br />North Tonawanda, NY 14120<br />(716) 692-0440<br /><br />The wake will be from 6-8 pm with a little service after. <br />this isn't any fancy thing. there is no service the next day or going to the cemetery or anything. Just a small service for friends and family. however anyone who wish to attend may come. <br /><br />Thanks. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:67168 2008-09-29T12:06:12Z 2008-09-29T12:06:12Z :(<br /><br />i still cant stop crying. Its all Ive been doing since saturday. Saturday was supposed to be a celebration. of being with my boyfriend for a year. Instead. My mother dies. Its not fair. <br /><br />I have so much shit i have to decide, what to bury her in, how I'm going to pay for everything, what I'm going to say if anything. This was so unfair. <br /><br />I hate that all I feel is guilt right now. Guilt for not visiting more often. not calling more often. Not telling her I love her more often. not being there. <br /><br />I'm just terrified she was afraid I didn't love her. That's my worst fear right now. <br /><br />I finally crashed last night after not sleeping in over a day, maybe I feel guilty for going to bed and waking up. <br /><br />I'm just worried she felt pain. but then she did look pretty peaceful. :'( <br /><br />Since she was only 52, I expected a good 10-20 more years. for her to see me get married and give her some grand kids. <br /><br />but now shes in a better place i guess that's what everyone keeps saying. I kinda understand. No more oxygen. no more finger pricks. no more heavy breathing. no more physical therapy. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I love you mom. :'( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:66849 2008-09-04T02:48:23Z 2008-09-04T02:48:23Z -Holy shit, I haven't updated here in almost 3 months. <br />-Life has been pretty good. <br />-Lost my job at Walmart due to stupid shit I don't feel like explaining. <br />-Finally after a month I am getting unemployment. I'm working at Wilson farms now but still looking. cuz its shitty pay. <br />-Toms birthday is coming up. Hes going to be 30. :-O lol. <br />-The 27th we'll have been together 1 whole year. I cant believe its been a year already. I love him. <br /><br /><br />Im miss people. Alot. :(. <br /><br />well. im done. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:66600 2008-06-13T15:30:55Z 2008-06-13T15:30:55Z Yeah...i really feel like i should update on here more. <br /><br />8 days til my birthday. woot. I will no longer be a teenager. :) and :(. I don't want to grow up. lol. I cant wait. it'll mean the first day of summer :)!!!<br /><br />Kohls is becoming one of my new favorite stores. I bought a pink and a black and white striped dress. they were like 15 a piece. so I got 2. I love them. Thomas wont let me where them when hes not around. they show off my boobies:) I'm going to wear one on my birfday. <br /><br />I miss everyone. I never really get to see a lot of people. WHICH NEEDS TO CHANGE. :) <br /><br />welp, i gotta go get ready for work. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:66419 2008-04-20T03:49:13Z 2008-04-20T03:49:13Z has gone by since I updated. <br /><br />slightly pissed cuz my bf hacked my myspace cuz I told him he couldnt, but he deleted all my saved messages and im pissed. <br /><br />anyway, been working alot, <br /><br />Im pissed because, Im trying to type, and the o key well, you have to beat it just to type an oooooo. <br /><br />I want to go to college, only problem is, not knowing what to go for, <br /><br />education? <br />photography? <br />journalism? <br /><br />its fucking hard and Im stressed, I really want to better myself, obvs i dont plan on working at walmart my whole life, I want a career and a family someday..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:66143 2008-03-10T01:52:26Z 2008-03-10T01:52:26Z So I got a blackberry. Its sweet cuz I'm typing on it now. Yep. That's it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:65972 2008-02-26T02:44:04Z 2008-02-26T02:44:04Z Well, seeing as how I havent updated in long time why not. <br />Valentines day was good. went to the sabres game, and dinner and junk. got a new car. Love it. But my car insurance companys keep fucking me around. yep. All is well with Tom and I. I love him. Uuuhhhh. Working full time now. oh yay. Thats pretty much all thats going on as of late.<br /><br /><br />I never hang out with anyone and it sucks. on my days off, Tom is usually working, so I sit home most times and do nothing. *shurg* I feel like I have no friends sometimes. there always busy with there own lives and jobs and such. <br /><br />well. going too watch the sabres hopefully win on OT!!!<br /><br />Goooo Buffalo!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:65542 2008-01-09T07:44:52Z 2008-01-09T07:44:52Z Today was a good day. Cept for getting hit in the eye so hard with a pillow my contact got nocked across the room lol. <br /><br />Went to Walmart and bought a new digital cam cuz mine broke. Im not going to get an expensive one till I got to school and they tell me what to get. <br /><br />Went to jackinators house then we went to pick up davinator, we went to see the truck which was pretty fucking sweet. <br /><br />Jackinator + Davinator= love. <br /><br />Then we went to the OG for dinner. It was scruptious. <br /><br /><br />aaaaand then I came home. <br /><br />exciting I know. <br />[end] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:65346 2007-12-26T04:52:08Z 2007-12-26T05:40:36Z SOoooooo...deff the best christmas ever. <br /><br />last night went to dads and opened gifts there. I got money and gas cards. lol. <br />toms gma totally got me a pretty necklace. with a pearl (one of my birthstones). now normally I hate pearls. but this necklace is really pretty. yeahh....had a vodka shot with green olive juice in it cuz toms dad had just made martinis b4 that. I nearly threw up. I hate green olives with a passion. <br /><br />and we deff made nick call the NORAD santa tracker. the santas helper dude deff told nick that he had been naughty. and we couldnt stop laughing. The CIAs gunna come find me now. lol. <br /><br />This morning:<br /><br />Woke up and opened presents at Toms. <br />He got me. A boondock saints hoodie. A pink bluetooth. and and and....a wii!!!!!! <br />I opened it and I was like. "You got me a wii?!?!?!?" I was soooooo fucking excited. I almost cried lol. Hes so fucking good to me. :)<br /><br />I hate when you dont shop for people and they get you things. It makes me feel like a terrible person. Toms parents totally got me a hoodie. hat and gloves. and lip smackers. &lt;3 Yeah. I didnt get them anything i didnt know we were going to exchange. soo I feel bad.I wanted to go in on the dvd player tom got for them but when I asked him he never really answered me. Im totally getting them something tomorrow. yeahh lol. his parents are sooo nice I love them. <br /><br />went to grandmas and ate and opened gifts. that was fun. ate a bit over there. I looooove grandmas rolls. mm mm mm <br /><br />came back to toms and had dinner here. <br /><br />I have to work 10-6 tomorrow. so Im not excited about that. I think after work I am going to go to target and get a carrying case and extra control and stuff for my wii if we dont sell them at walmart. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:65186 2007-12-19T03:11:21Z 2007-12-19T03:11:21Z Life fucking is pretty shitty. I stay at Toms like everyday. I hate coming home. I have to pay all mothers bills. plus my own. plus get gas food and other neccesitys. leaving me with practically nothing for the month. All we do is fight. But Tom and I cant afford to move out. Itd be wonderful If I could just stay with him. like id give his parents money and shit. but I would never ask that. If one day they offered. sure. but till then. yeahhhh.....<br /><br />other than that christmas Is coming. Im so friggin excited. I cant wait to give Tom his presents and such. :) mmhmm. him=&hearts;<br /><br />its sad because sometimes I think hes affraid Im going to leave him or cheat on him. because none of his ex's were nice to him. and everyone hated them. not to brag. but Im so glad Im a nice person. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:64953 2007-11-24T21:09:29Z 2007-11-24T21:09:29Z Sitting hurr at Toms. He went to work. Havent updated in a while tho I really dont have much to say. I cant wait for christmas and such. Yeah. People are immature. Specially ex boyfriends. I checked my friends list today to notice he had deleted me. oh well. Sucks for him. <br /><br />Gotta work the next 5 days oh joy. I think next week Im going to dye my hair when I have a day off. Yay for killing my hair. I wanna go back to my roots. Yep. me. A blonde. go figure. <br /><br /><br /><br />My grandma said she would co-sign a loan for me to get a new car. how exciting. lol. I was shocked she said that. <br /><br />Evenyone loves Tom. Way more than mmgr. Gma said he was cuter. :) mmmhmmm. And my doggie loves him. :-P. <br /><br />and I guess thats it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:64725 2007-11-08T02:12:03Z 2007-11-08T02:12:03Z 1. When is the last time you actually hung out with your top #1?<br />Today. <br /><br />2. What is bothering you right now?<br />my finger it has a cut on it and it itches but if I itch it it will hurt. <br /><br />3. Would you share a drink with a stranger?<br />not a stranger. <br /><br />4. What were your plans today?<br />Tom sleep. Rite Aid. Home Toms. <br /><br />5. Wallpaper on your computer's desktop?<br />Flowers. <br /><br />7. Next time you will hug someone?<br />Tonite. <br /><br />8. Where was your myspace default picture taken?<br />At Toms. <br /><br />9. Do you like messages or comments better?<br />Both. <br /><br />11. What is the last thing you ate today?<br />Cereal. <br /><br />12. What are you doing this weekend?<br />Work. <br /><br />15. If you could have one person with you right now who would it be?<br />Tom. <br /><br />16. Listening to?<br />Law and Order: SVU<br /><br />17. Have u ever kissed anyone named Nick/Nicole<br />ew god. yes. lol. both names. <br /><br />18. Smell like?<br />cleanliness. <br /><br />19. Eating?<br />nothing.<br /><br />20. Have you hit someone today?<br />no<br /><br />21. Do you believe in a soul mate?<br />i guess so<br /><br />22. What do you wear to bed?<br />at home usually nothing unless its cold. PJs at Toms. <br /><br />24. Do you burn easily in the sun?<br />YES<br /><br />25. Have you ever been gambling?<br />yes. I find it boring. <br /><br />27. What did you do last weekend?<br />Worked. Tom. <br /><br />28. What do you miss?<br />Last summer. and this summer. <br /><br />29. What are you going to do after this?<br />I need to get dressed Im freezing. <br /><br />33. Have you ever had a crush on your sister's/brother's friend?<br />uuhhh i think<br /><br />34. How good is your eyesight?<br />terrible without my contacts. <br /><br />36. What was the last thing you drank?<br />Poland Spring. <br /><br />37. Whose house did you go to last?<br />Toms. <br /><br />38. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?<br />Uuhhhh...wow. Carolyn. Mommys friend. <br /><br />39. Do you like someone right now?<br />yes<br /><br />40. do you have a chance with them?<br />im with them<br /><br />41. What do you wear more: shorts, slacks, jeans, or skirts?<br />jeans<br /><br />42. What have you eaten today?<br />taco, m&ms. pasta. cereal. candy. <br /><br />43. Name Three Drinks You Drank Today<br />water. Pop. Apple Cider. <br /><br />44. whats the closest red thing to you?<br />garbage can. <br /><br />46. Ever broken a promise?<br />not recently<br /><br />47. What have you learned recently?<br />alot of things.<br /><br />48. Are you excited for school?<br />I dont go currently. <br /><br />49. Favorite shoe?<br />no shoes. <br /><br />50. Would you ever go out with someone who you don't know very well?<br />meh. probably not. <br /><br />50 ODD Things about you<br /><br />1. Do you like cheese?<br />yeah<br /><br />2. Have you ever smoked heroin?<br />oh all the time<br /><br />3. Do you own a gun?<br />no.<br /><br />4. Your favorite song?<br />currently. Probably livin our love song. <br /><br />5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?<br />yes<br /><br />6. What do you think of hot dogs?<br />Salens are the bes. <br /><br />7. What's your favorite Christmas song?<br />The showes song. Or Wizards of Winter. yeah. <br /><br />8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?<br />water.<br /><br />9. Can you do push ups?<br />lol. <br /><br />11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?<br />Necklace. <br /><br />12. Favorite hobby?<br />fucking. hahhahaha. <br /><br />13. What is your secret weapon to lure someone in?<br />I think my boobs are kind of nice. <br /><br />14. Do you have A.D.D.?<br />mmhmm <br /><br />15. What one trait do you hate about yourself...<br />my fat ass. <br /><br />16. Middle Name?<br />Marie. <br /><br />17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment...<br />1) brrrr<br />2) Im<br />3) freezing. <br /><br />18. Name the last 3 things you have bought?<br />Part of Toms gift. Food. Chapstick. <br /><br />19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?<br />water, pop, juice. <br /><br />20. Current worry right now?<br />hoping my car gets through the winter. <br /><br /><br />21. Current hate?<br />that im cold. <br /><br />22. Favorite place to be?<br />in bed. <br /><br />23. How did you bring in the New Year?<br />becky and terrys for newyears/davins birthday<br /><br />24. Where would you like to go?<br />everywhere possible.<br /><br />25. Name three people who will complete this?<br />idk my bff jill<br /><br />26. Do you own slippers?<br />mmhmm warm pink ones. too bad there at Toms. <br /><br />27. What shirt are you wearing?<br />Im wearing a robe. <br /><br />28. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets?<br />theyd be nice. <br /><br />29. Can you whistle?<br />mad good.<br /><br />30. Favorite color(s)?<br />Pink. <br /><br />31. Would you be a pirate?<br />mmhmm <br /><br />32. What songs do you sing in the shower?<br />whichever are in my head.<br /><br />33. Favorite girl's name?<br />Kelly<br /><br />34. Favorite boy's name?<br />Shawn. <br /><br />35. What's in your pocket right now?<br />No pockes. <br /><br />36. Last thing that made you laugh?<br />mother<br /><br />37. Best bed sheets as a child?<br />i never had any fun ones<br /><br />38. Worst Injury<br />none really. <br /><br />39. Do you love where you live?<br />lol. <br /><br />40. How many TVs do you have in your house?<br />3 <br /><br />41. Who is your loudest friend?<br />im probably the loudest. whoops lol<br /><br />42. Who is your most silent friend?<br />Uuummm.....<br /><br />43. Does someone have a crush on you?<br />sure hope its more than a crush<br /><br />44. Do you wish on shooting stars?<br />never seen one. <br /><br />45. What is your favorite book?<br />of Mice and Men.<br /><br />46. What is your favorite candy?<br />suckers. <br /><br />47. Favorite Sports Team?<br />sabres<br /><br />48. What song do you want played at your funeral?<br />i dont wanna think about that. <br /><br />49. What were you doing 12 AM last night?<br />my ass was in bed with Tom cuz he had to wake up early. mmm. <br /><br />50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?<br />fuck I gotta go move my car. <br /><br />1. Did you cry today?<br />no.<br /><br />2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?<br />watching TV cuz I couldnt really get back to sleep after Tom left. <br /><br />3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?<br />sitting here<br /><br />4. Does anybody have the same birthday as you?<br />im sure a lot of people<br /><br />5. What is your Mom's Moms name?<br />Mary<br /><br />6. Three words to explain why you last threw up?<br />to much alcohol. like 3 years ago. <br /><br />7. What color is your hairbrush?<br />purple and silver. <br /><br />8. What was the last thing you bought?<br />we've been over this.<br /><br />9. What did you do last Friday night?<br />Worked. Tom. <br /><br />10. Ever been in a car accident?<br />no<br /><br />11. Where do you keep your money?<br />in the bank. <br /><br />12. What was the weather like today?<br />FREEEEZING!!!!<br /><br />13. Where did your last hug take place?<br />Toms<br /><br />14. With who?<br />Thomas<br /><br />15. Are you very random?<br />i can be.<br /><br />16. Do you want to cut your hair?<br />trim it. I want it to grow! <br /><br />17. Are you over the age of 25?<br />nope.<br /><br />18. Do you watch football?<br />sometimes.<br /><br />19. What about wrestling?<br />yesss.<br /><br />20. Does your screen name have an "x" in it<br />no.<br /><br />21. Do you know anyone named daisy?<br />no.<br /><br />22. Do you make up your own words?<br />sometimes. Like romantical. <br /><br />23. Are you ticklish?<br />more or less everywhere. more. <br /><br />24. Are you typically a jealous person?<br />no<br /><br />25. Favorite animal?<br />Lots<br /><br />26. Who's the last person to text you?<br />Jerry.<br /><br />27. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?<br />Uuumm. Bank. <br /><br />28. Have you ever snuck anyone in your room?<br />i don't need to sneek shit.<br /><br />29. Do you chew on your straws?<br />sometimes<br /><br />30. What is the next concert you're going to?<br />idk.<br /><br />31. Where did you go yesterday?<br />Work. Toms. <br /><br />32. What are your plans for next weekend?<br />Work. <br /><br />33. What is something you say a lot?<br />fuck <br /><br />34. Last picture you took?<br />Toms gift. <br /><br />35. Have you seen the movie 'Donnie Darko'?<br />mmhmm <br /><br />36. Do you have to work tomorrow?<br />noppers. <br /><br />37. What woke you up last night?<br />I just woke up randomly. <br /><br />38. Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?<br />Tom. <br /><br />39. What should you be doing right now?<br />putting clothes on. <br /><br />40. Do you have a nickname?<br />Kay, KayMarie, K-Lo. Space Kase. Casey Jones. KC and the sunshine band. <br /><br />41. Are you a heavy sleeper?<br />not really. the slightest thing wakes me up. <br /><br />42. What are you listening to?<br />Moulin Rouge Song. <br /><br />43. What was the best show you've seen in the past two weeks?<br />House<br /><br />44. Do you like anyone right now?<br />yeah.<br /><br />45. When was the last time you did the dishes?<br />hahahaha <br /><br />46. Name someone who made you smile today?<br />Tom. <br /><br />1. Where is your sister right now?<br />she was never born. <br /><br />2. How was your last kiss?<br />wonderful.<br /><br />3. Name four things you did today?<br />drove. pee. drank. ate. <br /><br />4. Last person you text messaged?<br />Jenn. <br /><br />10. Eye Color?<br />Hazel. <br /><br />11. Has anyone told you they're in love with you?<br />they tell me they love me. <br /><br />12. What color are your bedroom walls?<br />brown. <br /><br />13. Do you have a chair in your room?<br />mmhmm <br /><br />14. What are you doing tomorrow?<br />dunno yet. <br /><br />15. What should you be doing right now?<br />touchin myself ahhh<br /><br />18. Do you get along with your parents?<br />mmmmhmm <br /><br />19. Any pets?<br />4 kitys. dog. <br /><br />20. Favorite band?<br />i have several.<br /><br />21. Are you married/engaged?<br />noo.<br /><br />22. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?<br />few days ago. <br /><br />24. Do you play an instrument?<br />I wish. <br /><br />32. Do you miss someone?<br />yeah.<br /><br />33. Do you think they miss you too?<br />yeah.<br /><br />34. How many credit cards do you have?<br />1. <br /><br />35. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?<br />meh. <br /><br />36. What is one thing you've learned about life?<br />it's short. <br /><br />37. Whats your favorite color?<br />pink. <br /><br />38. Is anyone jealous of you?<br />probably.<br /><br />39. Ever been stuck in an elevator?<br />no.<br /><br />40. What does your mom& dad call you?<br />Kacy. Daughter. Bitch. Cunt Whore. <br /><br />41. Whats on your television right now?<br />Law and oRder:SVU<br /><br />42. What does you hair look like right now?<br />its in a towel. <br /><br />43. Has ne one told you they like you as more than a friend?<br />yeah.<br /><br />45. What did you last eat?<br />cereal. <br /><br />46. Is your hair naturally curly or straight?<br />curly<br /><br />48. Who was the last person you drove with?<br />Myself. <br /><br />49. What are you looking forward to?<br /><br /><br />50. What's your biggest pet peeve?<br />stuff. <br /><br />51. Do you have any tattoos?<br />4<br /><br />52. What's your favorite drink?<br />water.<br /><br />53. Any piercings?<br />11<br /><br />54. What do you want to be?<br />photographer. <br /><br />57. Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?<br />neiter really. <br /><br />58. Have you ever been arrested?<br />nope<br /><br />59. What are you afraid of?<br />the dark. basements. attics. being alone. death. <br /><br />60. What color are your toe nails?<br />chipped purple. I thnik im goin to repaint them. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:64407 2007-10-23T03:45:30Z 2007-10-23T03:45:30Z Across the Universe=BEST MOVIE IVE SEEN IN YEARS. <br /><br /><br /><br />that is all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xxkaymariexx:64027 2007-10-20T04:55:31Z 2007-10-20T04:55:31Z Life been pretty fantastic. :) <br />Last night. Tom Nick and I went to see Nightmare before christmas in 3d. it was the coolest shit ever!!!<br /><br />Boy got me a rose. its pretty. I hope Leon doesnt eat it. <br /><br />4 more days at the williamsville supercenter. <br />Then Im going to the walmart on the blvd. (amherst) <br />im pretty fucking excited about it. its a smaller store. with less drama and shit of that nature. <br /><br />Um....thats pretty much all I gots ta say. :)